2 days and counting!
People keep asking me if I’m stressed.
Well I’m not.
Everything is all set to go
and has been for a week or so.
Maybe it’s because I am OCD organized and got everything done early.
Maybe it’s because I am a planner and like to get the job done.
Maybe it’s because I didn’t go over the top with planning crazy things.
Maybe it’s because I wasn’t picky and just made decisions.
I am sure all of these things contributed to why I am not stressed.
But I think the real reason I am not stressed is because this is so right.
I have never been so sure of something in my entire life.
I know that Ryan came into my life exactly when I needed him most.
I know that he loves me more than anything.
And I feel the exact same way.
I know that no matter what, we are going to be okay.
I never thought it was possible to love someone so much
and to be so comfortable with someone.
And to “just know”
like all my married friends told me it would happen.
I never thought I would “just know”.
But now that I see it for myself,
it is amazing.
It is magical.
And it is everything I have ever dreamed of.