Thursday, January 24, 2013

stress




2 days and counting!

People keep asking me if I’m stressed.
Well I’m not.
Everything is all set to go
and has been for a week or so.

Maybe it’s because I am OCD organized and got everything done early.
Maybe it’s because I am a planner and like to get the job done.
Maybe it’s because I didn’t go over the top with planning crazy things.
Maybe it’s because I wasn’t picky and just made decisions.

I am sure all of these things contributed to why I am not stressed.
But I think the real reason I am not stressed is because this is so right.
I have never been so sure of something in my entire life.
I know that Ryan came into my life exactly when I needed him most.
I know that he loves me more than anything.
And I feel the exact same way.
I know that no matter what, we are going to be okay.

I never thought it was possible to love someone so much
and to be so comfortable with someone.
And to “just know”
like all my married friends told me it would happen.
I never thought I would “just know”.

But now that I see it for myself,
it is amazing.
It's perfect.
It is magical.
And it is everything I have ever dreamed of.
And more.

6 comments:

Stacy said...

I am so happy for you! I can't think of anyone more deserving than you. Good luck on Saturday. I'm sad I won't be able to come, but I'll eagerly be waiting for pictures. :)

Jessica Tibbitts said...

Jess I totally understand. I'm to the point where it's annoying for people to ask me if I'm nervous. Why in the world would I be nervous when this is so right?
I am so happy that you found your man, and am even more excited for you because now I know how excited I am!

karlie said...

So happy for you Jess! Your invitation is beautiful and I so wish I could be there at your gorgeous reception. Thanks for sending me an invitation, I'm going to send u somethin in the mail. Have a fantastic day! Post pics!!!

Liz Royall said...

I am seriously so HAPPY for you and Ryan!! You've been such an example to me and I've loved hanging out with you! I am just plain excited for you to have found the love of your forever!

Jen said...

We are so happy for you! Can't wait til tomorrow!!!!

Jillums said...

Good luck on the big day! I can't wait to see pictures.